darling sexy bitch,yes, let us hang on weds, although i must warn you that i am short on funds. i went to see Revenge of the Sith this morning and it was AWESOME. I think Haden (pouty face) Christensen was even hotter, especially because he's evil. lame about the skytrain. honestly, i believe that there is no such thing as a decent man. they're all cocks one way or another. i saw my brother today, and he's becoming quite the arrogant bastard. he thinks he's better than everybody else. i am unimpressed. why is it those people that are given everything that become so arrogant. it drives me up the wall. Being given everything, and therefore having a foot up in life, is no reason to be proud. if anything, you have to work twice as hard to prove yourself self-sufficient. my brother seems to resemble Milan, a little bit, and this makes me want to vomit. when i turn the other way i encounter my sister, who also makes me want to vomit. and then i can't see myself in either of them. anyway, we should totally invite Karl out for coffee, or maybe liquor. perhaps he's extra interesting when wasted. or maybe he'll turn into a lecher. i dont know what the hell i'm doing with my life. there are no goals and my journey feels aimless. perhaps i will roll dice to decide which honors to do.Rob's perfectionism is pissing me off. Malcolm's muscles grow at a freakish pace, and i'm jealous of his determination as well as his quickly improving physique. After seeing Jonathan on thurs, i feel he no longer possesses the lustre he used to allure me. i'm not depressed, but i'm not happy. i dont know how to get to a place where i feel fulfilled and where i feel as though what i'm doing has actual purpose. it all seems ridiculous. and this nihilism isin't helping. my birthday is coming in 2 weeks. its depressing to think that even if i were to hold a party, and invite all those i know, few would show. just as last year, and the year before that.people suck.you should buy those pink Asics, they would look hot on you, and you could certainly pull them off.when do you want to meet?still no word from Blockbuster.-V.